PAIN

the feeling of falling is starting to kill me, always being awake and feeling this pain, is not something that i enjoy, all i want to do is cry, why do i feel like this when i am alone, at times i always feel alone, as if i am lieing to myself to save face, but why i am trying to save face if people have thoughts about me i doubt i can change now or even if i want to change it. But at the same the little bit happiness i feel i when i am close to someone hugging them holding some sort of contact with them, even thou at the moment i just want to be alone, and hide in a place where no one can find me. I black hole with no thoughts.